TRANSPARENCY
And for those that might say “just leave him” or “kick him out” or really any negative feedback.
Please save it for your momma!
I am 1,000% aware of the fact that it's not good to stay with someone emotionally abusive. That wasn't the point of me making this blog. This blog was purely for me to vent while I figure things out.
Because truth be told, things aren't always bad. He's a present father, for the first time since the birth of our son, and he does a good job about 90% of the time.
I know that sounds stupid, and like me rationalizing and minimizing, but it's the truth.
I don't know, I just feel like I need to see this out. I'm not in a place to be raising our son on my own. For my mental health, I just can't right now, so in the meantime we will see.